Is this my last moment?

June 26, 2016

All day I’m fine. Everything is good. Ah, it’s nice to have a good day.



Fuck. Fucking pain in the crown of the head.

That’s fine. Pain in the head isn’t a problem, I can deal with that.

*The heart skips a beat*

No, I’m fine. Just my imagination.

*It skips another*

The body starts getting heavy.

Sit down. Now.

*Another beat is missed*

A quick, shallow breath in.

There’s no pain. Just feels like the heart is stopping.

Maybe a mechanical problem.

Maybe it’s out of will, time to go.


Just breathe.

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