Tequila/Monk

Strange happenings in the lucid dream state

March 14, 2017

There’s a weird thing that often happens in lucid dreams that goes like this ...

You start off in the dark, you were asleep. And then you’re in a lucid dream, a holodeck-like environment. The environment can be exactly the same as the place you live in, or it might be a little different.

Categories of out of body experiences (OBEs)

March 7, 2017

I just read a story about a woman who died on the operating table and was brought back to life, and her story reminded me of “categories” of things I’ve experienced during OBEs. I’ll keep this short and just make it an overview.

Red Bull for astral travelers

March 3, 2017

After a few sick days I felt a little better last night. I wanted to try to get back to my usual OBE work, but I still didn’t have much energy. So I laid there in bed, doing my usual relaxation exercises, but nothing happened. With a bit of disdain I thought, “Fine, I’ll just sleep like a normal person.”

Had some issues with sanity this morning

February 24, 2017

Had some issues with sanity this morning. Some days my night life interferes with my day life. But I have to keep pushing.

A really odd feeling

February 15, 2017

Once upon a time – about ten years ago to be exact – after having a spontaneous OBE, I found myself in an unusual situation. As near as I can figure out, something went wrong during the reentry process and I found “myself” (also known as my soul, astral body, energy body, consciousness, or awareness) laying in bed next to my physical body. “I” was on the left and the body was to my right, and we were both laying on our backs, with our heads at the top of the bed and our feet at the bottom (or at least I felt like that was my orientation).

You’ll know what I’m talking about when you’re dying

February 3, 2017

In some discussions with friends, and in some posts on Facebook, I try to share some of the experiences I write about here. I’m pretty sure that most of my friends think I’m crazy, at least in this one area of my life.

An unexpected out of body experience

February 3, 2017

I know that if I follow a certain series of acts — what I call a formula — that I’ll have a decent chance of having one or more OBEs, so when I follow that formula over a period of time I expect to have them, or at least hope to. But what’s surprising to me are night’s like last night, when I’ve done nothing recently to prepare for an OBE and then one happens spontaneously. The feeling on these nights is, “What the heck, we’re going to do this now?”

Already dead, still alive

January 7, 2017

One thing I’ve been “dealing with” lately goes like this: three years ago I clearly saw my father-in-law die in a vision; in an effort to stop that death I said something about it to my wife; as a result of that she made at least one more call to her father than she normally would; possibly as a result of that I later saw everything else in the vision come true, but my father-in-law did not die. (The death I saw was preventable.)

This year we just learned that my father-in-law has cancer, a potentially life-threatening form of cancer.

Dreams come from events of the last 36-48 hours

December 8, 2016

Based on my experience, most of the “noise” in dreams comes from events in the last 48 hours. For instance, this morning I had a dream with two of my sisters. One sister had just climbed a ladder up to our second story hotel room, and then we saw Karl Malden downstairs.

What is our relationship?

November 27, 2016

One issue that you can run into when you go to the same doctor’s office over and over is your relationships with the people there.

Last week I called the doctor’s office I’ve gone to almost weekly this year, and when a familiar voice answered I said, “Hey M, how you doing?”

The woman answered, “Well, I’m currently dealing with a little bit of a problem.”

“Oh,” I said, “maybe I can help.”

“Well,” she whispered, “it’s with my underwear.”

Thriller night and wormholes

November 25, 2016

Note 1: Almost immediately upon laying down last night I felt the vibrations. They came quickly, passed quickly, and whoosh, I was out of the body. I rapidly lost control, but it was great just to feel the vibrations again.

Note 2: About 1:30pm today I got extremely tired and decided to lay down. I thought something might happen immediately, but I woke up twice, and ... nothing. I went to the bathroom, laid back in bed, and then the adventures began.

A six hour lesson on attachment and impermanence

October 31, 2016

I spent six consecutive hours in the holodeck this morning, a personal record. I just hung out there trying to learn whatever it is that the universe wants to teach me. This morning’s lesson was on attachment and impermanence, and was taught with humor, irony, and metaphor.

So long old friends

October 5, 2016

I’ve read other people say that when you get sick you’ll find out who your real friends are, and I can now confirm that.

“Change one detail and all of life changes” (The Dead Zone)

September 11, 2016

The first thing about seeing your own death is that it’s humbling. I mean, here you are, going about your own business and then “Bam!,” the message is that you’re going to die.

Diagnosing illness by dream metaphor

September 10, 2016

During the night I had a long series of dreams/visions that I think were about this body. In retrospect I wish I had my notes as I went along, because I woke up often during the night, maybe 8-10 times. Before that, some of the visions started before I fell asleep.

The first of two things I remember most clearly goes like this: imagine a small stream or creek running. Then imagine that for some reason someone has built a home over the top of that creek, from one side of the creek to the other, so the fluid runs underneath the home (like a bridge).

Remember me, Kate

September 10, 2016

I was putting some clean sheets on my bed tonight, and the feeling reminded me of this scene from The Family Man (and Jack falling asleep in the chair right after it); that after another hard day, my time remaining here has a “coming soon” expiration date:

If that vision was real, I die in this apartment

September 1, 2016

I wrote about A vision of my own death almost exactly two months ago. What I didn’t write then is that it happens in the apartment I currently live in. I thought about this during this past Monday, when I got very sick again, and then again today when I started shaking and got very weak.

A gift, and a curse

August 28, 2016

Body switching — waking up in someone else’s body. It’s a gift, and a curse.

(I was watching Monk recently, and it made me think of this.)

(If you’re interested in the idea of “body switching” — being inside someone else’s body — check out the movie Stigmata.)

If someone said something weird when they died, it was probably me

August 22, 2016

I’m beginning to think that if someone says something weird when they died, it was probably me.

Two thoughts about out of body experiences (OBEs)

August 20, 2016

I don’t have much time today, but I want to share two thoughts about out of body experiences (OBEs).

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